I am a 38 year old gay male and I have always known that I was gay. My earliest “gay”memories happened when I was four years of age and although I would admire the beaty and characteristics of the female gender, I always felt attracted to males. I remember having crushes on my older siblings male friends at the age of four. I have read past articles that say we have gender when we are Solamenta, but could that mean that I am female gender out in Solamenta? How do you define or explain being a gay individual here on earth?

June 9, 2016

Response

J.S. Thompson’s Response:

Hi and thank you for your question.

I’m very glad that you wrote in to us about this topic. I’ve wanted to write about it for years and until now I have not gotten around to it, but it’s very important that this issue at least get discussed on some level. It’s a very complicated issue but really it is the same issue that all of us, gay or straight have to face as we wander through this life. To one degree or another we are “all” lost. It’s not just gay people, it’s everyone!

Let me just get this out of the way right up front, you are a man and you will always be a man. You can look, act, and talk like a female, you can identify with the female, you can even have gender reassignment surgery but you will still be a male.

Consider that you were a full grown man before you chose to come back to earth and become a new person. Why would we do that? Why would we choose to come back to earth and begin again? The best and simplest answer I can give is this; being immortal is not easy! It doesn’t take us long out there Solamenta to discover that we still have some growing to do. Immortality is about perfection. If we have not solved our issues, whatever they may be, it is like sand in an oyster shell and even the smallest imperfection irritates us in time and there comes a point where we can no longer take that irritation. This is when we decide, after trying many different paths “out there” that we must begin again, become another person and wash away the past. Sexuality issues “for all of us”, “straight or gay”, is one of the reasons why most of us remain in the cycle of life and death. Most of us abuse our sexuality. We use sexuality as a tool to attempt to stop the pain, whether defined or not, that torments us.

However, sexuality does not take away the pain and often just makes the pain worse. It’s like a drug, the more we use the drug, the further away from reality we get and the more difficult it gets to hear that righteous voice inside of us telling us which way to go.

When I refer to the voices inside of us, I’m not talking about audible human voices; I’m talking about feelings invoked by the many guides and even God who speak to us inside. God knows the way, but there many others referred to as guides who often are telling us the wrong way based on “their” beliefs.

When we get to an age in our lives when we are capable of sex, our thinking gets confused; we become erratic in our thoughts. We think about sex a lot. Where do these thoughts come from? They come from those who surround us, who guide us. If we only heard one voice, that of God, life would be so easy. We would do what we needed to do to find eternal peace and there would be no questions. However, because we have so many people taking to us, who have varying beliefs and lifestyles, it’s confusing. Then again, we do have a say in all of this. We have freedom of choice and therefore, we listen to the group, for whatever reason, that we choose. God gives us a choice. When we leave the earth, we go to the group that we have chosen to listen to. You have chosen to listen to a group that is gay. Chances are that when you leave the earth, you will go to a gay community Solamenta and the cycle will begin again.

The same thing happens to straight people. Young men, who have chosen to listen to other straight young men out there, are encouraged to go after the girls, this is not right either. Sexuality out there is one of the easiest things to control. It is a temptation for our guides as well. Our guides are far from perfect and are for the most part, still in the cycle of life and death just like we are. We don’t want to listen to God, because God asks us to do things that we do not care to do, because the path that leads us to true immortality and peace is a difficult path. So, we choose the path of least resistance.

Our “true” nature guides us to immortal peace, those who surround us, guide us back into the cycle of life and death. Our sexuality is for one person and for one person alone, our soul mate. The person we will spend an eternity with. We will continue to cycle back and forth until we understand this and leave the herd (society), whether gay or straight and listen to that voice that tells us to follow the singular path. We must walk the path alone! It is the singular path that takes us to true immortality and true eternal peace.

While we’re on the earth, sex should be avoided, gay or straight. Even in marriage with very few exceptions. When we make that choice, it will be our last trip. This is when we find our soul mate. Our sexuality will never make us happy until we completely understand that it is there for one person and one person alone forever. This will absolutely happen for you some day. All of us will eventually work this out and find the right path. It’s just a matter of time.

No one enters paradise alone. When we find our soul mate, this journey ends and another begins.

Good luck in your journey
J.S. Thompson